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LIANA
Been in LOVE and lead to a happy life with same guy and their lovely little daughter. Family is her first priority. Nothing came first.

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Tuesday, May 06, 2008

ok today entry...
I am missing him badly...
I dreamt of him few days back....his face is very pure clean the way he
looks when he passed away.
With the smile that he always has, kissing my daughter, giving her
the Big Hug like they always do...
and slowly disappeared. Maybe he knows that Nana is missing her Ayah soo
much that he came in my dream.
Yes, Nana miss Ayah that every time she'll run to his photo frame and kiss
his pictures. Before she went to bed she'll will recite some prayers for
Ayah telling Ayah that Nana will come and visit Ayah at his new home. That
little girl of mine is very close to Ayah , they keep each other company
eversince Ayah retired. When he's gone, Nana felt the loss. But she knows
that Ayah is with Allah. I've never been apart from Ayah. After i've got
married we stayed with him..being the youngest i'm the pampered one though
he can't afford to let me have expensive things i'm happy. I'm happy to
have him as my Ayah..he's a great man. Simply the best Ayah. We are going
to visit his grave/new home later after work and hubby are giving me
private time with Ayah since he knows that i really need the time so he'll
stay in the car while i have father and daughter quality time......